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Vineeto’s Correspondence with JohnE on Discuss Actualism Forum
JOHN.E: Another question is in regards to “The direct path”. I saw a post from Kuba Reading about it, it seems like it’s the same technique but that there is a jump-off point
somewhere on the bus line where you can jump off, even though the buss hasn’t reached the end station yet. If so,
what is the difference in how one approaches Actualism and how would one go about jumping off the buss early? VINEETO: Claudiu’s Journal – #218 by Vineeto JOHN.E: Thank you for the links Vineeto. VINEETO: Hi John, Regarding what Geoffrey called “The Direct Path” I’m not sure what he referred to, most likely to what is referred to as “The Direct Route”, bypassing spiritual enlightenment. You could ask him. JOHN.E: I’ve read through the posts and quite a few below as well to try to understand. I sometimes get a feeling of ahhh, yes ofc. And then that changes into, well what am I supposed to do then?! If I understand correctly, the main thing is allowing yourself to self-immolate and realizing that there is nothing that needs to be fulfilled to do so. It’s a “when you’re ready to do it you’re ready to do it” kind of thing. The argument for trying to self immolate being that if you can allow a PCE to happen then you should be able to allow self-immolation to happen. VINEETO: First, a PCE is a spontaneous, always temporary event where ‘I’ and ‘me’ is in abeyance. You cannot become actually free from a PCE. Second, there is indeed something you do in the meantime – the actualism method. Third, regarding “trying to self-immolate” –
My question to you at this point is, why do you want to ‘self’-immolate? I ask because first you would need to know what it is and why it is that you would want to give up what you hold most dear – ‘me’ – and because you wrote only four days ago –
If you do not even care about the difference of experiencing being in the real world as a feeling being or experiencing the actual world when your ‘being’ is in abeyance, then your level of interest is rather lukewarm and presently not conducive to have a fruitful conversation.
Remembering a PCE, and rememorating JOHN.E: In regards to “The Direct Path” that Geoffrey is referring to, does that have to do with not disassembling the social self completely before self immolation? If so is this the same as you and Peter did it or does this somehow differ from how you approached it? I’m not quite seeing how you two would’ve done it differently back in the day compared to now. VINEETO: The “Direct Route” was opened by Peter and Richard, and ‘Vineeto’ used four days later,
in an epoch-changing event JOHN.E: The reason I’m asking is to try to understand how to apply the method for myself,
and I’d much prefer to do so in a way that takes shorter rather than longer to help “me” come to an end. VINEETO: Ah, the quick if not instant way to an actual freedom – before you experientially understand what it is where you want to go. Here is what I wrote to another a few months ago who has been similarly looking for a shortcut to become free –
Cheers Vineeto Also, as a suggestion, because you said you feel “overwhelmed” by “so much text”
VINEETO: Regarding what Geoffrey called “The Direct Path” I’m not sure what he referred to, most likely to what is referred to as “The Direct Route”, bypassing spiritual enlightenment. You could ask him. JOHN.E: Yes, this was a misunderstanding from my part and Kuba cleared it up for me. VINEETO: Hi John, I am pleased that this “misunderstanding” has now been cleared up. It turns out
that Geoffrey never used the phrase “The direct path”. It was you who named it thataway and then asked on
the forum “another question is in regards to “The direct path”” and “about jumping
off the buss early” Here is what Geoffrey said –
* VINEETO: My question to you at this point is, why do you want to ‘self’-immolate? JOHN.E: When I experience the world, even with just a lessened feeling of being and more towards the actual it is infinitely more enjoyable to be alive. So it makes sense to continue with that even farther as experienced in a PCE. Yes, the actualism method is to blatantly imitate the actual as experienced in PCE –
And –
* VINEETO: If you do not even care about the difference of experiencing being in the real world as a feeling being or experiencing the actual world when your ‘being’ is in abeyance, then your level of interest is rather lukewarm and presently not conducive to have a fruitful conversation. JOHN.E: There’s a background to that statement that might make it clearer. I was never into all the maps, states stages and trying to figure out what I was experiencing while meditating and then tying that to a stage of insight etc. Instead I always found discussions like that counterproductive and was more interested in the practice than discussions about it. Similarly with actualism I know there are terms such as excellence experience etc. but I’m not sure what the definitions are for it and how many other descriptions like that there are. VINEETO: As it is ultimately your own pure consciousness experience which is your
lodestone and/or guiding light, and not the words written about actualism, it is vital to remember an unequivocal PCE
and differentiate it from other experiences such as excellence experiences, ASCs or any other experiences within the
human condition. Perhaps some selected correspondence on those various terms can give you a clearer understanding
about the differences. JOHN.E: So for me I instead see it as a slider where on one side I’m deep in the story about me and feelings are controlling my actions. And on the other side is the PCE. VINEETO: There is certainly no such a thing as a “slider” from the ‘real’ world to the actual world. There is no connection between the real world in which feeling beings live and the actual world. A feeling being, ‘I’/ ‘me’, is forever locked out of the actual world, in other words ‘I’ can never experience actuality. Maybe this quote makes it more clear –
In a genuine PCE it is patently obvious that one’s experience “is out of this world”, as in “jamais vu” (never seen) experience, that ‘I’ am nowhere to be found, where everything is so perfect that one could live like this forever. If you consider it as a “slide” or a “scale” from good to better to excellent to PCE to actual freedom, then perhaps what you thought was a PCE was something else? JOHN.E: I very much care about where on that slide I am, and I am here because I feel better when I’m more towards the PCE side of that scale and want to learn how to live there. But if going into and learning the different names that would correlate to that scale would make that easier, then I’m open to trying that out and see if it helps. VINEETO: In order to “live there”, ‘you’, the feeling being, will have to die. ‘You’ can never experience the actual world. That’s what Geoffrey was referring to when he said –
When this has sunk in deeply then the actualism method of channelling all one’s affective energy from the ‘good’ feelings, the affectionate and desirable emotions and/or passions and/or calentures (those that are loving and trusting) and the ‘bad’ feelings, the hostile and invidious emotions and/or passions and/or calentures (those that are hateful and fearful) towards the felicitous/ innocuous feelings will make more sense. The actualism method offers a way to diminish the bulk of the identity you are, peeling off layer by layer of identity-enhancing feelings and replacing them with identity-diminishing felicitous feelings until ‘I’ grow so thin and feeble that at some point ‘I’ will agree to relinquish control and go out-from-under-control, the different-way-of-being virtual freedom Richard has described many times. * VINEETO: Ah, the quick if not instant way to an actual freedom – before you experientially understand what it is where you want to go. Here is what I wrote to another a few months ago who has been similarly looking for a shortcut to become free (…) JOHN.E: This is from a misunderstanding on my part. I thought there were two different methods or ways of practicing the method, one called the direct path and one the actual method. Naturally I’d be interested in hearing how the latest people to become actually free did so. VINEETO: There is one sure way to become actually free and Geoffrey summed it up brilliantly in the last sentence of the quote presented above –
* VINEETO: Also, as a suggestion, because you said you feel “overwhelmed” by “so much text” JOHN.E: Someone else also suggested this to me and it’s worked
well. Listening to the recordings have been a great help as well, thank you for sharing those. VINEETO: You are very welcome, I am pleased it worked well for you.
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